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i'm a visual artist. i'm an artist full with feeling and thought. i've grown nauseas of most things, like my body and appearance for example. nowadays i feel weak and fragile, exhausted and frustrated; strong and beautiful, happy and motivated; have you captured the contrary of living a life of a hypocrite? i feel as if i do because i don't want the ones i love to hate as much as i do. i like speaking in riddles and keeping those wondering. my words are mysterious, but intelligent - they leave my mind in trance; i keep sane for moments.

i have many phobics, but i won't waste the writing space to name some. i've had a few disorders and i've lost them, but recently i've gained some back and i'm staying strong. frankly, i'm stronger than most of you will ever be. my disorder has taken over my life countless of times; i still remain feeling alive, however.

i have a hard time talking about myself because people act as friends in front of my face, but act as enemies behind my back; therefore, i see no reason to let people in when i feel a horrific pain by just looking into their eyes.

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